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Friday, November 1st, 2002

Subject:Another party I'll have to miss....
Time:4:18 pm.
Mood: lonely.
There's a party in Michigan on Sunday. *sigh* And, of course, I won't be able to be there.

I wouldn't dress up anyway. Unless I came as MacBeth. But.. I would have liked to have been there.

I miss her all of you so much.

I worry about her all of you.

Viggo, take care of her all of them.

Love all of you..

B.
Been Bladed: Read 3 or Blade Me.

Thursday, October 17th, 2002

Subject:Well.. ok..
Time:8:12 am.
Mood: crazy.
.. sure. I can handle this.

Going on stage in a few hours to act out the hardest role in my life. And right in the middle of that rather enormeous undertaking, THIS situation comes up! My life is now on permanent 'hold' untill I talk to Mirry and find out the truth.

My god! Could it BE that the child is really MINE?

And could it be that Mirry and I might actually have a chance at a life together?

I find it so hard to believe that. I find it so hard to believe ANY of this!

I have to focus on my performance tonight. I HAVE to!

But I can't.
Been Bladed: Read 9 or Blade Me.

Tuesday, October 15th, 2002

Subject:Off to Londone...
Time:12:32 pm.
Mood: nervous.
From Macbeth:

I wish your horses swift and sure of foot;
And so I do commend you to their backs.


And so I wish all of you a safe journy as I get ready to hop a plane again.

See all of you... on opening night.
Been Bladed: Read 1 or Blade Me.

Monday, October 14th, 2002

Subject:Oh my god...
Time:10:21 am.
Mood: nervous.
... I'm back on another fucking airplane tomorrow!!!

*gets queasy at the very thought* I buy dramamine by the case now. Saves money.

Hey! Gang! I've rented a huge suite at the Savoy Thursday night after the play and I'll be throwing a big party there for all of us!! This is the only notice you'll get.. so BE THERE OR BE SQUARE! I'll have tons of food, tons of drinks.. and hopefully all of YOU will be there. I'll name the room BEANS BASH!

especially you.

I'm really nervous. Lijah? You're in charge of handing out the tickets to everyone. If you need more for some reason, call me.

Viggo.. for fucks sake don't paint anything at the SAVOY!!

Orli?? There's a part in scene III where MacBeth says:
Had I but died an hour before this chance,
I had lived a blessed time, for from this instant
There's nothing serious in mortality.

You be watching. I'm gonna throw you a special wink!

Hope all of you have fun. See you backstage and at the party.
Been Bladed: Read 21 or Blade Me.

Tuesday, September 24th, 2002

Subject:I'm back..
Time:8:23 am.
.. and I'm glad.

But.. there are aspects of it that are hard. There are aspects of it that are surprising.

But I'm glad to be here.

I'm just waiting for Viggo to start painting things. It never fails. God, it's nice to be living with him again. My Boromir.

Not long 'till all the hype begins for TTT premier. I won't be as involved with this one, but I'm sure I'll still be dragged into the frey now and then. It's such chaos!

*sigh*

I'm tired.
Been Bladed: Read 12 or Blade Me.

Monday, July 29th, 2002

Subject:Party..
Time:7:21 am.
Mood: pissed off.
.. last night was fun.. up to a point.

Past that point.. I'd rather be dipped in pig shit.

Sorry folks.. but jesus!

*Goes to Elijah*

You ok, buddy?
Been Bladed: Read 3 or Blade Me.

Tuesday, July 16th, 2002

Subject:Only got to see Mirry...
Time:11:07 am.
Mood:busy.
.. for a few minutes this morning.. not NEARLY enough time for the kind of visit we LIKE to have.. but she understood. She always does.

Have to do a few voiceovers and such today. Busy all day long.

Days like this.. more than anything.. I miss the smell of her hair. Like.. fresh air or new mown grass.

But.. tomorrow's another day. Or.. even later today!
Been Bladed: Read 10 or Blade Me.

Sunday, July 14th, 2002

Subject:Taking Mir to the party as my date.
Time:4:51 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
It's kind of our first real date and I want to be on my best behavior.

Which seems weird since I just Babe Ruthed her picture window right out into her front lawn.

I'm so bad at this stuff!

Got her this. What do you think?Collapse )
Been Bladed: Read 7 or Blade Me.

Subject:WE'RE BAAAACK!
Time:1:03 pm.
Mood: ditzy.
*sighs and looks disgusted*

DAMN IT VIGGO!!



HE PAINTED THE FUCKING BLENDER!

I mean.. TIE DYED??

And.. AND... when I went in my closet.. some of my pants have 'Made in England' painted on the ass!

I don't dare leave the house! The man is insane with that paint brush!

And you know what he said when I asked him WHY he did it??

Viggo: I missed you and I was acting out.

What the fuck NEXT??

GLAD to be home! Astin and I had a ball.. even tho he DID try to get me to wreck my car at least twice by making me laugh while I was doing 60 on curvy roads. BAD Astin!

We used the popcorn popper that Dave gave us ... and it was GREAT!

Glad to see all of you!!!! I missed you!

*walks off*

VIGGO! PUT THAT DAMNED PAINT BRUSH DOWN!
Been Bladed: Read 32 or Blade Me.

Wednesday, July 10th, 2002

Subject:We're OUTTA here!
Time:7:51 am.
Mood: happy.
Take a good look at these two guys!

You won't be seeing them 'till Sunday!

We should be here 'till around noon though.

WOOT!
Been Bladed: Read 25 or Blade Me.

Sunday, July 7th, 2002

Subject:I wonder who I am at times..
Time:12:17 am.
Mood: discontent.
.. maybe there's someone I could ask.

Last night...

I went to a garden party to reminisce with my old friends
A chance to share old memories and play our songs again
When I got to the garden party, they all knew my name
No one recognized me, I didn't look the same

But it's all right now, I learned my lesson well.
You see, ya can't please everyone, so ya got to please yourself

People came from miles around, everyone was there
Yoko brought her walrus, there was magic in the air
'n' over in the corner, much to my surprise
Mr. Hughes hid in Dylan's shoes wearing his disguise

Played them all the old songs, thought that's why they came
No one heard the music, we didn't look the same
I said hello to "Mary Lou", she belongs to me
When I sang a song about a honky-tonk, it was time to leave

Someone opened up a closet door and out stepped Johnny B. Goode
Playing guitar like a-ringin' a bell and lookin' like he should
If you gotta play at garden parties, I wish you a lotta luck
But if memories were all I sang, I rather drive a truck

'n' it's all right now, learned my lesson well
You see, ya can't please everyone, so you got to please yourself
Been Bladed: Read 1 or Blade Me.

Friday, July 5th, 2002

Subject:In the midst of the chaos...
Time:8:22 am.
Mood: contemplative.
.. a moment of peace.

Had a great talk with Dave last night. He's a totally amazing guy. It did me good after the day I'd had.

In other news: Have I ever told you guys that I absolutely fucking LOVE.. and I mean....

LOVE...



Peter Gabriel??
Been Bladed: Read 9 or Blade Me.

Thursday, July 4th, 2002

Subject:Boromir...
Time:10:38 am.
Mood: sad.
.. and I had a conference under the waterfall and decided that we need to wait for Aragorn and his men, who are further to the north, before we attempt the rescue.

He won't be able to get here before Saturday, so we are resting the camp and trying to be as prepared as we can be. I've been in SOME kind of contact with Mir.. she says it's telepathic... and know that she is still alive and strong. Ungoliant HAS taken the child from her and hurt her badly in the process, but Mir is holding her own. At least she is being fed and sheltered, and not tortured.

Saturday, with the addition of the King and his men, we should have a force equal to the spider bitch's powers.

Elfwine worries me. I hope we can protect him.

And Boromir is one hell of a swimmer.
Been Bladed: Read 1 or Blade Me.

Subject:I can't remember...
Time:8:17 am.
... ever being more exhausted. The events of yesterday just blew me away. And even though dear friends from both dimensions have assured me that I am not at fault here, my own sense of duty says to me that the person I swore to protect has been abducted, tortured, and is still in grave danger.

But the important thing now is to rescue Mir. Hopefully.. that will happen today. I only hope we can rescue the child at the same time. I do NOT wish for Elfwine to have the life we saw him living out yesterday. It was/is horrible.

I can't begin to tell you how proud I am of our slash puppets. They truly *became* the warriors who, until that time, had only been a role in a movie. They were magnificent.

I had to cancel my dinner date with Dave last night and that left me feeling kind of sad. I hope we can reschedule it. He's an amazing guy.. my brother of Gondor. I'd like to get to know him much much better.

I only hope today is a better day.
Been Bladed: Read 7 or Blade Me.

Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002

Subject:I have failed...
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: crushed.
.. Mir has been abducted by the vile Spider Bitch Ungoliant, who seeks the child that Mir offered to carry for Boromir and Eomer. It was an act of graciousness and love.. and for this she has been kidnapped and is in great peril.

Many good men and women of Middle Earth were joined by good men and women from this side of the universe.. our only goal and desire to see Mir and the child returned unharmed. We do not know YET if this may come to pass. But my beloved counterpart and friend, Bormomir, has moved into Ungoliant's territory to offer himself as sacrifice for Mir's life and the life of his child. He, once again, proves that he is a great and gallent warrior of Gondor.

I remain ready to either take Boromir's place as sacrifice, or move to save him if he is taken.

Dave, Karl, Hugo, all brave and gallent Slash puppets. But none braver than Orlando. He stood his ground, bow drawn and ready, and was both brave and noble. I was proud of him. He was a manly man... not of Gondor.. but of any world. I was proud of him.

Still.. if anything happens to Mir, Boromir, or the child.. it will be my fault. I wish I could offer myself as sacrifice but Boromir won't allow it.

I can only send him my best thoughts and wishes.. now.

Bean
Been Bladed: Read 27 or Blade Me.

Subject:Yawn....
Time:7:57 am.
Mood: contemplative.
Party seemed to go fairly well last night, even tho I crashed fairly early. Too wiped out from jet lag and
her welcome home to hang out any longer.

I think the bean dip was a big hit though, no matter what HE says.

Got to spend a little time with Karl and Dave. Very hot interesting guys. Dave especially. Well, at least I THINK I think he's intensly sexy interesting. I mean, he WAS in my bed when I woke up this morning. And there ARE marks that looks suspiciously like hickeys all over my neck.

Maybe he walks in his sleep.

Maybe it's a bean dip reaction.

Maybe I need to stay awake next time.

Glad that Farry and some of the Sock Pups dropped in last night. I've missed Farry. Gets real confusing for me when Dave's in the room. Can't wait 'till they get together. Should be some incredibly hot and sexy fun evening.

I'm invited to the birth! That should be fun. Wonder if Vigs will be the official baby photographer. Little Liv should be adorable!

Gonna check and see if there's any more of that avacado bean dip left. Should make a good breakfast.
Been Bladed: Read 20 or Blade Me.

Thursday, June 27th, 2002

Subject:OMG...
Time:9:19 am.

.. another freaking airplane!!!



:: eats a cracker ::

Must fly to London at 2 PM today to work on some details for Macbeth. I'd rather have a sharp stick in the eye than fly.. but there's just no other way to do it. I am considering buying a house here and never leaving as opposed to having to fly out again.

There are other enticements too, though I am sure I'll be able to resist them.

Mir! You behave yourself while I'm gone. And I expect all of you to keep an eye on her and make sure she doens't eat any carmel.

See you lot on Tuesday. I'll miss you.
Been Bladed: Read 33 or Blade Me.

Wednesday, June 26th, 2002

Subject:Good grief....
Time:7:53 am.
Mood: tired.
Astin's out golfing in a very spiffy, preppie outfit, looking like he's got a BMW parked in the golf course parking lot, and then FARRY shows up with hot attractive babes hanging all over him wearing this striped ZOOT SUIT looking hot as fuck. Add to THAT the fact that Ian is here.. and it makes for one crazy as hell day.

Well, I am not the worlds best golfer.. and I don't think I could ever dress the way Astin does. (White leather glove, Sean? How MICHAEL JACKSON of you!) Not much I can really emulate there but I intend to try because he's my ideal.

And as far as Farry goes.. resistance is the new word of the day. I CAN and WILL resist uh.. eating the strawberries and avocados that Farry keeps offering me. Bean is strong. Bean shall not weaken.

So that's my day.. try to emulate Sean and not . . . uh............ eat any of Farry's ...... mmhm ...... uh..... fruit.

Hey, Mir!! Wanna go get a banana split in town??
Been Bladed: Read 4 or Blade Me.

Monday, June 24th, 2002

Subject:Uh.. yeah.. ..
Time:10:14 am.
Mood: weird.
*looks again*

Yep. It's still there. Thought maybe I was just having a bad dream... but no. It's still there.

SO! Deciding to make the best of a bad situation, I have decided to sell tickets for viewing the inside of my closet!!!

STEP RIGHT UP!


SEE the naked Billy and Sean A. painting that Viggo did on the inside of my closet!!


Edit: Jeez! So I'll RAISE the price!!!!

ONLY ... $5.00 $25.00


I expect to be able to retire by.. oh.. 2 PM.

Bean
Been Bladed: Read 29 or Blade Me.

Thursday, June 20th, 2002

Subject:Tired, tired, tired....
Time:7:27 am.
Mood: tired.
I can't seem to get UN tired! Even when I sleep I don't wake up feeling rested. I think going back out into the woods this weekend will do it for me. Long walks. Fresh air. Being Boromir.. which, in itself, is a treat.

That should do it. That always does it.
Been Bladed: Read 1 or Blade Me.

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